Adults Yarns

I have been married for 8 years to my husband Robert, it has not been exactly the best marriage but for some reason I am still with him. Last night when I was on the computer I checked the history and saw that he has been constantly visiting adult dating websites. According to the history he has been doing this several times a day ever day for the past months. Deep down inside I might have known that he was doing this and that is why I never checked before but now that I know for sure I am really hurt and offended. I guess I keep expecting him to change and its disappointing to see that he is not interested in changing, not for me at least.

I understand that men are different from women and sometimes they need visual stimulation and that they do things such as visit adult sites, such as porn sitesVisiting adult dating sites means that he is looking for other women, and if this is what he's doing then most likely he is cheating on me. If he has not cheated, which is doubtful then he is looking to cheat. This does not speak well of my marriage or its future.

When I first met Robert I remember liking him so much. He seemed like such a perfect guy, he had a great job and he was sweet. How I loved to fell his embrace, he made me feel so beautiful and wanted. We had a great first year and at that point I loved him more than when I first married him. Now 7 years later it seems that my marriage is on the brink of ending.

These adult dating sites being in his daily history mean the beginning of the end and I am very lost about how to follow up here. I hate confrontations and now I have to bring up these adult dating sites to him. Of course he is going to try to deny it and then I will have to show him the proof. If at least he would admit it we could be a bit ahead, but I already know what a coward he is and know he would never do it. So now I am sitting on this couch in my dark living room waiting for my husband to get home so I can confront him. I wonder if I had known this would happen before I married him, would I still have done it?